Nov 18, 2023

Recognizing Signs of Holding onto Negative Emotions

The First Skill – Recognizing Signs

The initial skill in developing the ability to let go is the recognition of signs that indicate we are holding onto negative emotions. These signs serve as a signal that we need to engage in the practice of letting go. Here are some of the most common signs to watch out for:

Anger
Worry
Discomfort
Stress
Sadness
Envy
Pain
Desire to be right
Attacking others
Procrastination and indecision
Wishing for things to be different
Feeling offended
Desire for fairness
Irritability

It's important to note that experiencing these negative emotions is entirely normal, and we should not judge ourselves for feeling them. However, these feelings can serve as indicators that we are grappling with certain issues or attachments. While allowing ourselves to feel these emotions is essential, we can also learn to refrain from reacting impulsively and causing harm to ourselves or others. Instead, we can begin the process of letting go to avoid unnecessary suffering.

To practice the skill of recognizing these signs, start by committing yourself to be honest and self-aware when these emotions arise. Take a few days to simply observe and acknowledge these signs as they appear in your daily life. This initial step will lay the foundation for further progress in developing the skill of letting go.

The Second Skill – Recognizing the Ideal Scenario

Now that we've learned to recognize the signs, the next step is to delve deeper into our inner selves to discover the root causes behind these signs.

It's important to understand that these causes are not random or accidental. When we experience anger or upset, it's not solely because of someone else's actions. While external events may trigger these emotions, they are akin to the natural occurrences of leaves falling, the wind blowing, or a stone dropping. These events happen in the objective world, but our emotional reactions arise from our resistance to these objective occurrences.

Our anger or distress stems from our unwillingness to accept these objective events as they unfold. Imagine yourself as a mere camera, impartially recording everything happening around you without any personal ambition or desire. In this state, no external action can provoke anger, because you are an unbiased observer of the world, with no need to conform the world to your preferences.

However, in reality, we are not cameras. We hold our own expectations and ideals, and it is these expectations and ideals that give rise to anger and sadness. These expectations and ideals are unattainable, as evidenced by our emotional reactions when they are not met. They are illusions we have constructed, disconnected from the true reality, leading us to emotional turmoil.

To better understand ourselves, we must introspect and identify the specific perspectives and ideal scenarios we are clinging to that trigger these emotional signs. While it may be challenging to initially pinpoint where we are holding on, with practice, it becomes easier to recognize these attachments over time.

Here are some common ideal scenarios:

Others should always be kind.
Others should act fairly.
Others should show respect and refrain from insults.
Others should maintain constant optimism, without complaints or mood swings.
We should effortlessly succeed in all our endeavors.
Our lives should be marked by continuous comfort and ease.
Our existence should be characterized by endless joy and devoid of pain.
We should easily overcome and change our habits.
We should navigate life smoothly, avoiding any obstacles or challenges on our path.
Our desires should be immediately fulfilled.
Our living spaces should always be impeccably tidy, with those around us consistently maintaining order.
Our children should always obediently follow our instructions.
Our loved ones and friends should unwaveringly support all our ideas.
People should immediately recognize our intelligence and eagerly hire us.
Loved ones should never part from us.
Those we hold dear should reciprocate our love in the same measure.

This list is just a sample, as there are numerous ideal scenarios residing in our minds. You can readily identify these ideals by paying attention to the moments when someone or reality contradicts them, causing your unhappiness. Often, these ideals clash with the real world.

After practicing recognizing the signs for a while, focus on introspection to identify the ideal scenarios that underlie these signs. Continue this practice until you can easily recognize these ideal scenarios within yourself.

The Third Skill – Recognizing Harm

We have successfully identified both the signs and the ideal scenarios underlying them. Yet, is there anything inherently wrong with feeling emotions like anger, upset, jealousy, or distress? Aren't these emotions an intrinsic part of human existence?

Indeed, there is nothing fundamentally wrong with experiencing these emotions—they are a natural facet of life, and feeling them is perfectly normal. However, it's crucial to differentiate between experiencing these emotions and allowing them to dictate our actions. When we act upon these negative emotions or cling to them, they can prolong our suffering, adversely affect our health, strain our relationships, and even lead to self-disgust.

Emotions themselves are not negative, and neither are our aspirations and ideals. They are intrinsic to the human experience. Nevertheless, when our idealistic visions begin to cause harm, both to ourselves and those around us, it may be prudent to consider letting go of them.

If our ideal scenarios propel us towards positive actions and promote generosity and altruism, there is no compelling need to relinquish them. Maintaining numerous positive ideals can inspire us to be better individuals, and having such ideals is entirely natural. It is almost impossible to avoid nurturing some ideals in our minds.

However, when these idealistic scenarios become detrimental, the act of letting go can be profoundly beneficial.

Once you have recognized the signs and the underlying scenarios and assessed them for harm, you will often find that these ideal scenarios have a negative impact. Acknowledging the adverse effects of your perspective can lead you to realize that letting go is an act of self-empathy—a means to alleviate your pain. While letting go may be painful in itself, it is typically less agonizing than persisting with these harmful scenarios.

After mastering the skill of recognizing the negative signs and ideal scenarios, proceed to the next step: identifying the harms associated with these perspectives. You will find this step relatively straightforward and manageable.

The Fourth Skill – Letting Go with Love

Letting go becomes an act of altruism when the ideal scenarios we harbor begin to inflict harm upon ourselves and those in our vicinity. Here's a compassionate and selfless approach to letting go:

Begin by sincerely desiring happiness for both yourself and others.
Acknowledge that the ideal scenarios you hold are causing distress and pain.
Cultivate a genuine wish to alleviate this pain by relinquishing these unrealistic perspectives.
If you find it challenging to let go of these ideal scenarios, shift your focus away from the pursuit of these scenarios and instead concentrate on the benefits of releasing them.
Allow your mind and heart to relax, permitting these visions to drift away naturally. As your chest loosens, you'll find yourself breathing more deeply.
As this sense of warmth expands, you'll discover it increasingly effortless to release the attachments you previously held.

Now, you've transformed into a different person, one who is less ensnared by these perspectives (at least for the time being, as such scenarios often resurface). This new version of yourself is fundamentally distinct from the previous one. In essence, you've reconstructed yourself into a new, calmer, and more empathetic individual.

Embrace this transformation and become the new person you've evolved into.

The Fifth Skill – Perception of Reality

Now that I've successfully let go of the pursuit of success, I acknowledge that it's not always an easy task, and it requires ongoing practice. Nevertheless, let's assume for a moment that I have indeed achieved this feat.

It's time to shift my focus towards reality and gain a deeper understanding of its fundamental nature.

Embrace reality and respond accordingly. For instance, suppose I used to feel disappointment when my child didn't follow parental instructions, and these unmet ideal scenarios used to perturb me. Having relinquished these unrealistic expectations, my attention should now turn towards my child, recognizing the reality that they are inherently good, with their own aspirations for happiness. They simply didn't know how to navigate this chaotic world. This is the reality of my child.

I can choose to either deny or embrace this reality about my child. Strive to empathize with them when they encounter difficulties. Accept your child for who they are, and find joy in sharing life with them.

Upon acknowledging this self-acceptance in your child, numerous opportunities for positive actions will become apparent. However, it's essential to first direct your focus towards your child, rather than dwelling solely on your own perspective, in order to better comprehend their reality.

This approach is applicable not only to others but also to ourselves. Instead of continually comparing our reality to our ideals, we should observe ourselves within the context of reality.

In life, things rarely conform to our ideals, yet it remains undeniably remarkable. Redirect your attention to the essence of reality. There's still much work ahead, but for now, let's practice these five small skills.

Practicing Skills

We have a set of five small skills to practice and eventually integrate into a complete skill. Here are some helpful tips for your practice:

Begin by making a strong commitment to practice for just a few minutes each day. This commitment is crucial for effective practice. It won't take much time, but the commitment is essential for your overall well-being. Consider making this commitment to someone you trust, such as a loved one. While committing to yourself is valuable, sharing your commitment with others can help ensure daily practice.
Establish a specific practice time, whether it's a few minutes in the morning, evening, or during lunch. Setting a designated time is essential to ensure consistency in your practice.
Use visual reminders to aid your memory. Place sticky notes on your laptop, mark your calendar, set reminders on your phone, or ask someone you trust to remind you. These visual cues are crucial for keeping your practice on track and preventing forgetfulness.
Dedicate time to sit and practice daily, starting with just 2-3 minutes. After your practice, share your experience with a loved one. Begin by recognizing signs of attachment that you've observed recently. Spend a few days focusing on identifying these signs. As you become more adept at recognizing them, delve into identifying the specific ideals you are clinging to. Following this, practice acknowledging the detrimental effects of these ideals. After several more days, work on letting go. Lastly, practice accepting reality.

You don't have to practice every single skill if you find some easier than others. If recognizing signs, ideals, and harms comes naturally to you, you can focus more on the practice of letting go.

Advanced Exercise: Once you've completed the initial steps, try a daily exercise. Acknowledge the fact that everything, including yourself, will eventually come to an end. All living beings, flora, fauna, and even inanimate objects are subject to this natural cycle of life. Embrace the idea that everything is constantly changing, with the new replacing the old. Nothing remains static. Understand that striving to keep things unchanging only leads to suffering. By practicing letting go and accepting the impermanent nature of all things, you can find greater calmness and happiness. Appreciate the freedom that comes from not becoming overly attached to ever-changing circumstances. Embrace the beauty in the constant flux of life.

Other Advanced Exercises: The daily practice of letting go is just the beginning. Once you've mastered each step, commit to recognizing signs as they appear throughout your day, not just during formal practice. Over time, strive to seamlessly integrate all the steps into your daily life, especially during less intense moments. When emotions run high, it may be more challenging to let go, so it's okay to experience those emotions, but try not to react until you regain your composure and can let go.

If letting go proves difficult, consider these strategies:

Start with the easier aspects: Begin by letting go of things that are less significant or don't serve you well.
Gradual release: Instead of trying to let go of an entire ideal scenario at once, take it step by step.
Practice with trusted friends: It can be easier to practice letting go with familiar and supportive individuals.
Set small timeframes for release: Try letting go of a particular desire for a short duration, like shopping or having a glass of wine for just 5 minutes, and gradually increase the time.
Short bursts of focused attention: Dedicate 10-minute intervals to focusing solely on an important task without distractions. Let go of momentary diversions, acknowledge ideal scenarios, and consider associated harms.

To enhance your practice, you can implement the following strategies:

Regularly report your progress to a trusted friend, exchanging notes or meeting twice a week, for instance.
Plan your practice sessions for the week and review your adherence to the plan at the end of the week. Identify any obstacles that hindered your progress and devise strategies to overcome them in the future.
Continuously refine your plan for the upcoming week by incorporating methods to reduce obstacles.

By following this comprehensive process, you will improve your ability to practice letting go effectively.

Releasing attachments and adopting a realistic perspective is just the beginning. The next step is to explore what comes after letting go and embracing reality. Here are some valuable suggestions to consider:

Embrace the present moment, savor it, and find joy in it.
Accept the authentic selves of those around you and relish your time with them, while practicing acceptance.
Cultivate self-acceptance and contentment with who you are.
Develop empathy towards people, understanding that negative actions often stem from personal struggles.
Recognize that when conflicts arise, it's essential to focus on addressing the underlying issues rather than fixating on blame. Letting go of ideal scenarios and anger can facilitate more peaceful and empathetic problem-solving.
Release unrealistic expectations, acknowledge the realities, and respond appropriately. Avoid the paranoia of feeling constantly opposed by circumstances, which can lead to a more serene response to reality.
Live in the present without judgment, relishing the experience without the need to solve every problem or achieve immediate goals.
Release the desire to control every aspect of life and allow things to unfold naturally. Embrace the present moment without attempting to micromanage your life.
Acknowledge the ever-changing nature of reality, observing the ebb and flow of life in each moment. Embrace this dynamic process as a valuable source of wisdom and enlightenment.

These suggestions offer a starting point for further practice and exploration. There are advanced techniques and approaches to consider, but these initial steps will guide you in what to do after letting go of less significant attachments.

Confusion about letting go

Many individuals tend to misunderstand and resist the concept of letting go, primarily because it challenges conventional thinking. Our usual inclination is to exert control, strive to make things happen, fight for fairness and justice, attempt to influence others to behave as we wish, and constantly seek self-improvement.

In this worldview, acceptance and letting go often seem out of place. However, let's explore how letting go and accepting reality can serve as valuable tools for managing our emotions, fostering empathy, and improving our overall well-being.

Common Misconceptions About Letting Go:

Letting go doesn't equate to surrender. For instance, in an argument, letting go of ideal scenarios might appear as if you're giving in to someone else's perspective. However, arguments are not about winning; they are about problem-solving and nurturing relationships. By releasing the causes of anger, you can communicate more calmly and empathetically, focusing on addressing issues rather than dwelling on mistakes. Letting go is not a sign of surrender; instead, it signifies finding more constructive ways to resolve problems.
Letting go does not mean becoming a victim. When someone harms you, it is natural to feel pain, anger, and resentment. These emotions are valid, and it's essential to allow yourself to experience them. However, beneath the surface lies the desire for revenge, which is harmful to both you and the wrongdoer. Seeking vengeance might provide temporary satisfaction but won't lead to genuine healing. Instead, let go of the pain (after acknowledging it) and begin the process of self-healing. Avoid seeking revenge; focus on your own well-being.
Letting go doesn't hinder personal growth. Some believe that ideals are necessary for personal development and that letting go of them implies stagnation. If ideals serve you well, there's no need to let go. However, if these ideals become harmful, consider releasing them, even if it's challenging. True progress isn't dependent on constantly striving to meet ideals but on accepting your true nature. Recognize that you already possess everything needed to experience contentment. Self-acceptance enables personal growth based on understanding yourself and the world around you.
Letting go doesn't imply absolving wrongdoers of responsibility. When others commit harmful acts, it's natural to seek justice. However, relentlessly pursuing justice can keep you in a state of anger without effecting change in others. People seldom change due to external pressure. Instead, letting go of your anger and approaching their issues with understanding may lead to more positive outcomes. It may or may not change them, but it will certainly make you happier.
Letting go doesn't mean tolerating a messy environment. If you have the ideal of a clean home and someone else doesn't contribute to keeping it tidy, it's easy to become frustrated and nagging. However, this approach doesn't make you happier or improve your relationship. Instead, consider whether you can release the expectation that everyone should prioritize cleanliness. By accepting each person's unique qualities, you can better understand their difficulties in maintaining cleanliness. Acknowledging these differences can improve your relationship and enable productive discussions about finding mutually agreeable solutions.
Letting go doesn't undermine efforts to create a better world. While striving to build a better world is admirable, holding onto a rigid, idealized vision can lead to frustration. Embrace the reality that the world is imperfect, and this imperfection is inherent to the objective world. By accepting this reality, you can approach the challenges of the world with greater calm and empathy. Empathizing with the struggles of others allows for more meaningful contributions to creating a better world.
Letting go doesn't mean accepting wrong as right. A significant source of anger is the desire to prove oneself right and others wrong. This perspective can lead to frustration, stubbornness, and damaged relationships. Letting go of the need to be right and accepting differences of opinion can lead to more peaceful resolutions of disagreements. It is often more productive to maintain a positive relationship and gradually work toward resolving differences.
Letting go doesn't entail rejecting social norms. Common societal norms include treating others with respect, acting fairly, and respecting property. Letting go doesn't mean abandoning these norms; it means accepting that not everyone will adhere to them all the time. It is possible to empathize with those who don't conform to these norms and find amicable ways to address their behavior while avoiding unnecessary frustration.

These misconceptions all revolve around the idea of letting go of ideal perspectives, embracing reality, and behaving accordingly, without subjecting oneself to undue suffering or distress. Achieving this significant shift in one's way of life is not difficult when practiced regularly, even for just a few minutes each day.

Examples of Letting Go

Imagine what your everyday life could be like if you were able to let go of unrealistic expectations and ideals. Let's delve into some practical scenarios to see how this approach can be applied in various situations:

Dealing with Rude Colleagues: When faced with rude colleagues, our typical reaction might involve frustration or annoyance, driven by our desire for everyone to behave ideally. However, clinging to these expectations only exacerbates the situation, leaving us with resentment and discomfort. By practicing letting go of these ideals and our anger, we can instead recognize that our coworkers may be going through challenging times. Perhaps they are dealing with personal problems, which they are handling poorly. Empathizing with their struggles allows us to respond more compassionately and constructively. Later, when the situation has calmed down, we can address the issue with them calmly, focusing on finding more pleasant ways to express frustrations.
Encouraging Your Child to Clean Their Room: Parents often get frustrated when their children refuse to clean their rooms, as it does not align with their ideal image of obedient children. However, reacting with anger can harm the parent-child relationship. Letting go of the idealistic vision and accepting the reality of your child, who may have different priorities or habits, can be more productive. Recognize that your child's idea of fun may differ from your own, and seek to understand and appreciate their perspective. When it comes to tasks like cleaning, approach them calmly and work together to find solutions that benefit both parties.
Handling a Curt Daughter: If your daughter's behavior doesn't conform to your ideal image of a well-behaved child, it's easy to react negatively. Instead, consider that her curt behavior might be her way of expressing frustration. Acknowledge that she, like you, is dealing with frustration and might not handle it well. In this situation, you can see her struggle, help her manage her anger, and teach her how to handle it better once she has calmed down. Lead by example and demonstrate healthy ways to deal with emotions.
Coping with a Father's Terminal Illness: When facing a loved one's terminal illness, such as your father's battle with cancer, it's natural to feel sadness and grief. Letting go of the ideal of a healthy and everlasting parent can be a crucial step. Accept the reality of the situation, cherish the time you have left with your father, and empathize with his suffering. You can offer support and assistance to help him cope with adversity. Reflect on your own life and use this experience as a reminder to live each moment fully and strengthen your relationships with others.
Responding to a Distant Spouse: If your spouse seems distant and doesn't meet your idealized expectations of constant warmth and affection, you might become unhappy and even act negatively. Instead, consider that your spouse may be facing their own challenges or difficulties. Empathize with their situation and understand that their behavior might not be about you but their own struggles. When the moment is right, engage in open and compassionate communication to work through any issues.
Managing a Hectic Schedule: When faced with a busy schedule, stress often arises because we expect that everything should be smooth and pleasant. Stress can lead to frustration and decreased productivity. Letting go of these unrealistic expectations and accepting the reality of your busy day can provide relief. Optimize your limited time by focusing on tasks one at a time and adjusting deadlines if necessary. Embrace the practice of single-tasking, allowing you to work calmly and effectively.
Motivating Yourself to Exercise: Struggling to find the motivation to exercise can lead to disappointment and self-criticism, especially when comparing your discipline to an idealized version of yourself. Instead, let go of the expectation of being perfectly disciplined. Acknowledge your challenges and be compassionate toward yourself. Recognize the benefits of exercise for stress relief and satisfaction, and let go of past failures. Plan your workouts more effectively, adapt to your limitations, and concentrate on the present moment during exercise.
Delayed Travel Plans: If your eagerly anticipated travel plans are unexpectedly postponed, it can be frustrating and disappointing. However, dwelling on the idealized trip can intensify your negative emotions. Let go of these unrealistic expectations and accept the new reality. Adjust your plans and communicate any changes to those affected. Embrace the present moment, appreciating it for what it is rather than what you imagined it to be.
Body Image Concerns: Feeling dissatisfied with your physique due to unrealistic ideals can lead to disappointment and negative behaviors. Letting go of these idealized body images and accepting the reality of your unique body is a healthier approach. Recognize that your body, like everyone else's, is remarkable and serves you daily. Empathize with yourself and appreciate your body for what it is. Focus on improving your health rather than striving for an unattainable ideal. Adopt healthy habits like eating well, exercising, and practicing self-compassion.

In these examples, a common theme emerges:

Acknowledge the distress caused by ideal scenarios.
Recognize that clinging to these ideals worsens the situation.
Release unrealistic expectations and manage your own emotional pain.
Understand the nature of the people involved and accept their reality.
Practice empathy and respond to the situation calmly and effectively.

While we may not always handle situations perfectly, we can learn from our experiences and apply these steps to navigate similar challenges more effectively in the future.